i hv a weak mind. weak determination. bad self-discipline...

but if you're weak too and decide to lose the battle... no one can help.

the fight is meant to be hard and tough with great suffering, cus it's YOUR LIVES that you're fighting for. it's only natural that you have to pay great prices for your own lives.

if u decide to give up your lives and find the easy way out... sure, it'll be easier for everyone of us too.

fuck...

guess i'm lucky and can depend on many things to cheer myself up; and got a crap load of songs to keep myself alive... ありがたいです。(of course, it's not me that got those grave health situations; i'm not sure how cheerful i could be if it's myself in those situations...)

でもおれ、どうやって人を助けるんだろう？
戦うつもりが、自分からあきらめたら…
絶望か？

btw

【ニコニコ動画】作業妨害用BGM in アニソン＊全力で作業妨害致します

Tags: -_-, anime, music
Sing'in to: GRANRODEO - OUTSIDER

gintama 104

continuation of kakkoii-ness... *o* 

macross frontier 4

ya im behind so what -.-
this ep again got a lot of... uhm... MEAT goodness (????) i wanna rewatch 8DDD moe pointo IPPPAAIIII >w> and... sugita's chara continues to be hentai/ecchi/8D? XDDDDDDDDD

soul eater 1

just watched first half and... i really liked the art and the opening sequence and the music is not bad too but... OMG THE MAIN GIRL's VOICE ANNOYS THE HECK OUT OF ME!!! = = is it really SO OBVIOUS that she sucks? or is it her voice itself that's annoying? i dont know = = both the main girl and boy in this anime are new (seiyuus), but the guy's voice at least isnt annoying.

miss 小見川千明, ganbatte kudasai or my ears will bleed everytime i watch this anime >_>

edit: done watching, already used to the girl's voice -.- dammit, if her voice wasnt so annoying i'd think she's quite kakkoii.. =.= wanna see mamo's chara son~~ death the kid x3 ookawa-san's chara is funny too... and omg KOYAMA-SAN!! XDDD neways... the anime is not bad other than the... main girl's voice, really >.>;

junjou romantica 4

still gotta watch >w> when parents are not home... 8DD

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or I'm just slow to realize.

I found out that just now my recently uploaded NeoRoma videos on tube are gone, and when I checked the email... it seems all the NeoRoma-related stuff, Seisou Gakuen Sai, etc are gone. No more Mamo singing, no more Stella Quintet ver.Megane... :(

I guess I should be glad my acct. is still intact (for now)... but gah... I want people to see Daisaku's crazy singing and Konitan's lovely performance na~ and minna's funny afureko... :((( but then again, I should be happy my acct. is still around >.>

EDIT: I just found out that they removed the video where I resung Destination... lol... prolly cus I used corda pictures in the vid >.>; owells 8DD;;;

Tags: -_-, seiyuu, video

Bleach 167

ugh continuation of ichigo deciding to eliminate grimmy because he wants to be with boobiehime. kuso... and wth was the ending scene, a happy family reunion?! KUSOOO grimmy nande makerundayo?! >o< KONNA OCHI (?) ORE NO FUJOUSHI TAMASHI WA YURUSANAI ZO!!!! DDDDDDDDDD8<

Bleach 168

...tte... EH?! nande kyuu ni... new story?! filler nano?? neways... new OP by KELUN <3 and... NEW CHARAs = NEW SEIYUU!! WAIIII XDDD but... wah no more deban for ogata-san?! whoa?? and... wth... how can they end the previous arc like that TwT;;; caught up with the manga already?? =w=;;; owells...

*goes watch more*

...tte... yay more deban for kira (pakurai) XDD and... MIDORINNNN?!????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X3333333333333333333 waaaaaaahhhh
still can't tell who the new taichou's voice is... gotta watch more =w= and... yappari filler da na...

*finished*

i was guessing "kenyuu-san... jyanai yo ne?" before it ended... and it was XD kenyuu-san ka...
this new "taichou"... nande kawaii chara tsukutta no? =.=;;;
ED by "Lil'B" ... warukunai utassu =w=

new charaz... KITAI DA NA~~~

Wagaya no Oinari-sama 4

nikumura with fox ears! YAY!! xDD 
...DAMN NO MEAT THIS EP!!! DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD8<<<<<<

Tags: anime, seiyuu

ahaha, ahaha, ahaha! ahaha!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Tags: anime, crack, music, seiyuu, video

baka da.

demo akiramenai...

KANARAZU IKU... IKASETE KUDASAI ><

btw stolen



...VIRALLLL *w* <3333333333333333

Tags: -_-, meme

im back...

kamiyan...

once i saw him... i didnt want him to leave ToT

DAKARA konnamon... SUKI JYANAI WA!!! "aeru" koto mo naranai darou... tada "miru" dake jyan?!!! munashii... owatta toki youkei ni MUNASHII kanjita... (munashii ka?) empty? empty... T_T

sugoku... kawaii (?) kata... to.. yappa ii hito? XD yappa doS?! XD (a bit XD) uhmm... tsundere! XD he hit the host 3 times on stage XD he said he went to the night market on saturday night n shared some food with the host-san... n the fans went EHHHH (urayamashii darouu XDD) n host-san said "i'm gonna get killed later" n kamiyan immediately stretched his arm in front of him to "protect" him XDDDDD ii hito (?) o n he cut his hair a bit -w-

i took a bunch of pix... but cus i suck, the pics arent very good, mostly same pose, dont expect too much -w- and they said no recording nor video (no taking pix at first too, but before the thing started the person in charge said kamiyan allowed us to take pix so we all went KYAAAAA X333333333333333333 tte... but i did record the voice, tho it's just a bunch of... very very unclear noise, so... equal to nothing 8D (dont ask me for it)

no pix for now -w- n4ncy-chan, gomen ne un ga warukute nan no lucky draw mo attenakatta XD (ore itsumo lucky draw un ga nai kedo futsuu ni un ga ok to omou XD) we'll chat online -w-

but ya felt SO BAD after he left >.< wanted more... bring me with you... @o@ XD

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