i hv a weak mind. weak determination. bad self-discipline...

but if you're weak too and decide to lose the battle... no one can help.

the fight is meant to be hard and tough with great suffering, cus it's YOUR LIVES that you're fighting for. it's only natural that you have to pay great prices for your own lives.

if u decide to give up your lives and find the easy way out... sure, it'll be easier for everyone of us too.

fuck...

guess i'm lucky and can depend on many things to cheer myself up; and got a crap load of songs to keep myself alive... ありがたいです。(of course, it's not me that got those grave health situations; i'm not sure how cheerful i could be if it's myself in those situations...)

でもおれ、どうやって人を助けるんだろう？
戦うつもりが、自分からあきらめたら…
絶望か？

btw

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