i hv a weak mind. weak determination. bad self-discipline...

but if you're weak too and decide to lose the battle... no one can help.

the fight is meant to be hard and tough with great suffering, cus it's YOUR LIVES that you're fighting for. it's only natural that you have to pay great prices for your own lives.

if u decide to give up your lives and find the easy way out... sure, it'll be easier for everyone of us too.

fuck...

guess i'm lucky and can depend on many things to cheer myself up; and got a crap load of songs to keep myself alive... ありがたいです。(of course, it's not me that got those grave health situations; i'm not sure how cheerful i could be if it's myself in those situations...)

でもおれ、どうやって人を助けるんだろう？
戦うつもりが、自分からあきらめたら…
絶望か？

btw

【ニコニコ動画】作業妨害用BGM in アニソン＊全力で作業妨害致します

Tags: -_-, anime, music
Sing'in to: GRANRODEO - OUTSIDER

ahaha, ahaha, ahaha! ahaha!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Tags: anime, crack, music, seiyuu, video

GRANRODEO First Live - RIDE ON THE EDGE...

too... good... godly... *o*

homg homg homg...

just watching the beginning makes me want to buy the DVD... but... 6000 yen = =

one more thing in my "must buy list if i hv the money" *___________*

KIIYAAAANNN SUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~ SUGOI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SUGOI~~~~~~~~~~ >o< sUGOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Tags: music, seiyuu

see them smiling nonstop in there? xDDDD must be having a lot of fun (?) making this video xDDDD
and as gay as it is, nothing compares to johnny boys' gayness 8DDDD *gets shot*
song is rather catchy and me likes <3 yatta WaT! gambare WaT! daisuki WaT! <3333

Tags: crack, music, video

Liked it for a long time but got bored a bit in between, but his live in the Sangokushi event... *__*



( Kanji + Romaji from gendou.com )

EDIT:
Funny how I've made a lyric post for it before (but only with romaji)
*goes delete it*
anyway throwing in the link to the song on box.net here
http://www.box.net/shared/4pbrqoadkb

Tags: lyrics, music, seiyuu, sharing, songs, video

i am learning to sing the nico nico kumi kyoku (linked is ver. Isaji). quite late into the trend but i want to be able to know how to sing the SEIYUU VERSION ones made by people (saw onoD version, sugita version, and someone's making a DAISAKU version). there are also anime ones (corda, or just character ones) which are really great too. it'd be GREAT if we can actually try singing those XD so ya, me learn!!!

*loops*

Tags: anime, crack, music, seiyuu, songs, video

It is very strange (?), but everytime I listen to Teppei's helium (his singing voice xD my ex-housemate called it helium xDD) songs, I feel happy... to be more accurate, "shiawase" in Japanese. But I can't be sure why.

Maybe it's cus it really feels that he made his songs and sings them with "us" in mind. Different from the Johnny's boys who are all about entertainment and sing super commercial songs, Teppei makes his own songs, and has a passion in music. And for "us" he sings.... Of course, I'm not saying Teppei's songs are not commercial (lots of songs for commercials themselves LOL) but maa, I guess I'm just highly biased towards him >w> Teppei I like <3

PART 2

ok, onto the cast-guessing game (?) for Crimson Spell. just for our own fantasies xD

First the seme


my choices (?)... actually i did think about be-san but then i want seme-kun to be NOT boring (oi, are you saying that be-san would be boring??) >w>; so i just thought of some more "interesting" (?) sounding people...
Madono Mitsuaki (oi!!!)
Sugita Tomokazu (he'd be sexy and also suits hal's dorky (?) character -w-)
Konishi Katsuyuki <3 (also sexy... but man after the idea of sugita i just cant imagine anyone else >w>)
sure Koyasu Takehito could make a hentai enough one but I just don't fancy him >w>

uke-san~


since he... is another of those double-faced characters (but then the other side really just needs to moan) i really wonder who would fit =w=

SOOOOOO with a little bit of a wataru obsession let me suggest (i automatically removed both jun n daisaku just cus... iono, they sound a bit too... weak??)
Hatano Wataru XD he can do it, im not sure if he'd be casted as this role at all but i'd be interested to hear him as prince-kun -w-
Chiba Susumu is... a possible candidate. i trust him on the moaning (OI!!) but i'm not sure if he'd have the right voice for this chara? hmm...
Suzuki Chihiro i think he can do it well =DDD
ok who else... would a Kamiyan fit? hmmmmm... i wouldnt say No, but it's not a definite Yes either. so we'd have to see >w> OH. OH. NAKAMURA ZAI YUUICHI!!!! crap i should STOP picturing him as all the uke role in the world (I AM NOT!!!) OH but it WOULD FIT... again not perfectly but i wouldnt mind at all. crap. am i becoming his fan? am i??? xDDDDDDDD

*calms down* ok i shall poof now XD

Tags: bl, drama cd, music, seiyuu
Sing'in to: Kimi ni Okuru Uta by Koike Teppei